Well our patience is really being tested to the limit at the moment, as well as our nerves and everything else, we so desperately want this house, the house that will be the future family home, hopefully the home we will bring our children home from the hospital to, and now we have sit and play the waiting game, to see our current beloved house wait for the next Phil and Jo who it will be perfect for, but until then face the rejection. Although yesterday I gave the garden a make over and cheered it up with some colour, made me feel better about it if nothing else.
So many plans on hold, lots of excitement that has to be held in check just in case our dreams are taken away.
On a positive note, friends are coming through bad times, looking bright and happy again and ready to face their futures, it's nice to be part of it all to hold their hands, share their tears, and bring on the laughter once more.....good on them! Looking forward to next weekend where I get to spend Saturday night with nearly all my friends and my best friend of all, my husband. After a very strange night out last night, where lots of realisations came to a head, the biggest of all highlighting my big fear of losing him, not a nice feeling at all but on the flip side it confirms in my head I am well and truly with the love of my life.